Loner
Posted: October 15, 2015 Filed under: Free Verse | Tags: depression, despair, lost dreams, lost friendships, slipping away Leave a commentI’m sitting in the sand
I just don’t know
What I ought to do next
Because I’m bored like hell.
Naïvety, subtlety
Or was it just me?
I pushed people away
Now they seem so far away.
So I’m sitting here
Closing my tired eyes
And shutting my ears
Just hearing the waves of the past.
Can I be gone like the wind?
But I feel like the wind
Though not as free to roam
As freedom seems to be my downfall.
Aha, I contradict myself
But what more have I to lose
When there was nothing more to choose
So instead I just tied my shoes.
I wiped these silent tears
And breathe the air like water
As I got engulfed with the ocean
Of my despair and loneliness.
Soon I found myself ready to stand
Without holding a helping hand
Because I got to be the only one left
With vanishing footsteps in the sand.