Crush

Crush

You are the sum of my demons

The light in my shadows

A beautiful distraction,

A dream I never had.

 

You are the words behind my silence,

My compass in the night

My comfort from weariness,

A star I can never hold.

 

I should have grabbed the chance

To utter words unspoken,

But my lips were sealed,

And I ran away.

 

Forgive my awkwardness,

For my heart is made of paper

And I have to bottle it up

So it won’t leak.

 

 

 

 


Scars

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Stab me, like there’s no tomorrow

I can handle the pain.

 

You cut me with your shitty words

But I can always lick my wounds.

 

You shoot with dagger looks

But I have my bullet-proof.

 

If life was pain and it was you,

I’ll gladly embrace it.

 

I was the masochist in your sadist state,

You the Master and I like the Slave.

 

I chose you when you chose me,

I love you more when you hurt me.

 

I was a living dead before,

Then you came and awakened my soul.

 

 

 

 

 

 


Shots


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Solace

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Hush now and sleep my dear

Tomorrow will be a beautiful morn.

Gently wrap your fingers around mine

And safely sail your dreams with my embrace.

Drop your anchor and lay your troubles

So long buried underneath.

The storm you faced has just passed

and you’ve held your head high.

You’ve been shielding yourself from the waves of pain

Crashing you  down with its weight.

I’ll be the rock to your tears

The balm to your fears.

So slowly close your eyes and just breathe

And like music you’ll hear my heartbeat.

Let me carry you through this night

Where you’ll be at ease and be.


Stranger

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Come on don’t be silent

Speak to my heart

Like you still care.

Come on hold my hand

Engulf me in your embrace

Like you used to.

Come on sit beside me

And stay throughout the night

Like you always did.

I don’t bite like them

Your innocence tempts me

Making demons out of me.

And now that you know the truth

Won’t you look at me straight

Like you adored me so?

You look at me with sad eyes

And I can’t do anything

But to face your back.


Ghost

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You’ve haunted my mind

You’re the unavoidable plague

I have desired.

My skin tingles with excitement

Hearing the sound of your voice

Like the sound of distant shores.

Distance has kept us apart

But memories of you still linger

Every time I see someone smile.

Let me tell you that I’m a ruined soul

I’m the piece of crap everyone throws away

When the thing has outlasted its value.

You’re my angel, my hope

My only connection from insanity

From the past I used to walk on to.

I hope you’re well for here I am

Still searching for light from the darkness

That has kept me from reaching out to you.