Drugs
Posted: September 29, 2015 Filed under: Free Verse | Tags: alone, anger, emptiness, loneiness, misery, numb Leave a commentMy feelings go numb
Every time I shut myself out
Of miserable thinking.
I need escape
I need release
I need to feel again
That happiness that you gave me
A long time ago.
You gave it to me like a drug
and I got addicted
Until I got shallow
And all the more hollow
Angry yet empty.
Things are not as it used to be
Only no hope for second chances
For you or me
Only sadness in the silence
And myself lost in darkness.