First Love
Posted: November 8, 2022 Filed under: Uncategorized Leave a comment
I dreaded the day I confessed
Because right there you got me rejected
But you were just an idea from the start
But you left my soul scarred.
You saved me from the dark
You were my beacon of light
Hope from my weary mind
I lost everything and died.
Ah, the sweetness of rejection haunts me
I learned that you’re different from me
I got worse from all the heartaches
But you never forget first loves.
Lie
Posted: November 8, 2022 Filed under: Uncategorized Leave a comment
You lie and you lie and you lie
It hurts even when I try
I am grown and I have known
How difficult life is
But it is what it is.
I take the meds to calm down
But why do I always frown?
I’ve been through the dark most times
I don’t know how I have survived.
My mind is blank
Wanting to shut down
I am back to where I am
I did not mean to hurt you
I just wanted to stay away from you.
Well
Posted: April 16, 2016 Filed under: Uncategorized Leave a commentI want to swim far
But I am a prey chained
In a world of power.
Peel away the darkness in my heart,
Growing with dread and hate
Of its innocence.
I can only look from afar,
Knowing it may be too late
To escape this fate.
Stains
Posted: April 16, 2016 Filed under: Free Verse, Uncategorized | Tags: consciosuness, humanity, life Leave a commentI have buckets of tears,
For the lonely.
I have few pennies,
For the empty.
I have a beating heart
For the hateful.
I have blankets
For the broken.
I try and try
To erase the void
But I feel so small,
And so vulnerable.
Can a hopeless have hope?
Can I last until dawn?
For this night is endless
For a life already shattered.
Crush
Posted: April 11, 2016 Filed under: Free Verse, Uncategorized | Tags: awkwardness, confession, crush, love, patience Leave a commentYou are the sum of my demons
The light in my shadows
A beautiful distraction,
A dream I never had.
You are the words behind my silence,
My compass in the night
My comfort from weariness,
A star I can never hold.
I should have grabbed the chance
To utter words unspoken,
But my lips were sealed,
And I ran away.
Forgive my awkwardness,
For my heart is made of paper
And I have to bottle it up
So it won’t leak.
Tunnel
Posted: April 10, 2016 Filed under: Uncategorized Leave a comment
People tell me I still look the same,
Years have gone by like the passing wind
I was drifting through life, surviving.
The past came, flashing before my eyes
And all this time, I am living a lie.
Your words were sharp as the knife
Peeling off the layers of myself I have outgrown,
Forcing me to evolve, to grow.
I ‘ve been hiding in the comfort of childhood
And I just knew it was time to let go,
And face another chapter.
God give me the strength to be strong
With hope and peace in a turbulent world.
I am afraid of the shadows
But I want to move forward
To face the darkness in my heart,
To find my light again,this time with you.
Scars
Posted: April 10, 2016 Filed under: Free Verse, Uncategorized | Tags: hate, love, poem, relationships Leave a commentStab me, like there’s no tomorrow
I can handle the pain.
You cut me with your shitty words
But I can always lick my wounds.
You shoot with dagger looks
But I have my bullet-proof.
If life was pain and it was you,
I’ll gladly embrace it.
I was the masochist in your sadist state,
You the Master and I like the Slave.
I chose you when you chose me,
I love you more when you hurt me.
I was a living dead before,
Then you came and awakened my soul.
Soulmate
Posted: March 9, 2016 Filed under: Free Verse | Tags: commitment, love is patient, preference, relationship, value Leave a commentIf we’re gonna meet,
I hope you say hello first
Because it takes a while,
For me to warm up.
Disarm me with a smile
And a soothing voice
That can calm the storms
Inside my overthinking head.
I advice you to be patient
When I suddenly burst-
That sweet innocent girl you like
Might just transform into a monster.
You might have a pretty face,
But I want a man who’s steady,
Who can make love with his actions
And not just with words.
I hope you’re also into books
For I like to read and write,
And we might just get along
Conversing and laughing ’til dawn.
Become my friend
Who speaks the truth,
Love my flaws and in turn
I’ll be yours without reservation.
Until then, I will wait
For that special moment
Even if you’re miles away
And it takes forever and a day.
Genesis
Posted: March 9, 2016 Filed under: Rhyme | Tags: freedom, fresh start, moving on, new beginning Leave a commentLife goes on
Like a river
Flowing and,
Changing.
Winter ends,
Spring begins
With hope blooming
From a heart yearning.
I saw my own reflection
Saying goodbye to the past,
Embracing another day
That’s definitely not my last.